I woke up this morning and found myself sad and I didn't want to even start my day. I felt my heart heavy and I missed Joe. I guess this helped me to let out some of what I am thinking.
-Some Days-
This voice in my head tells me to keep moving.
My feet can’t leave the ground there planted on.
I want you to be next to me,
Take me back to the days when I could laugh with you.
Life is too short sometimes.
That’s a lesson I’ve learned.
Some day’s happiness is hard to find.
It hides itself between people and places,
They all remind me of you.
Maybe tomorrow will feel better,
I won’t have to depend on anyone.
Today feels like a ton of bricks upon my chest.
Every breath gets harder to take.
I don’t want to make things harder.
But why can’t you be here with me.
I don’t want to say I need you,
But I know I could use your smile.
It’s been gone for quite awhile.
I know we all miss it.
There are photographs that lay around,
You still are always with us.
But some days the pain of losing you,
It’s unbearable.
And it hits me hard.
It takes everything in me not to cry all day long.
I pick myself up and get out of bed,
But everything reminds me of you.
My heart is heavy,
Then I hear a song and it makes me smile.
I can think of you for just awhile.
I can’t let this hurt anymore.
But I will every day,
Cause hurting for you to be here is better than not feeling the loss.
