hate is a strong word but i really really don't like you

is it all that hard to imagine a worl without hate? cause right now it seems impossible. or maybe its more jealousy. a world without that? impossible. i have extreme hatrid toward a couple people. and if i could change it and make it not hate i would. but i just dislike these people to the extent that i want to tell them whats up. and tell them how i feel and what i really think about them. that would be wonderful. but where does hate get you in the world. no where. it steps you backwards in maturity. leaving you with nothing but a bad outcome. so why this emotion of hate? i want to know if it gets you nowhere to hate someone, then why must we has human beings have this feeling. everyone is entitled to live their own life and do what they want, be with who they want. i find it is at our own loss of something where we find hate. when someone close to us is in pain, passes away, is finding out they necessarily dont need you, we find pain there. and with pain comes anger. and anger to an extent is hate. so maybe im just angry. that i may find myself at a loss. because losing something hurts and is devastating. and who whats that to happen to themselves? i guess my point for today is i hate hate. but i dont think anyone can live without it in there life.